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am i like the only who feels that the the world spin alot lot faster now?

its freaking february 2011 already and im not getting any younger D:

its a freaking whole new decade and it feels like i've wasted my whole life doing nothing and i haven't gain anything be it knowledge, being good to God, the sense of responsibility, financially, new skills, and let alone physical weight. sigh.

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sunday will be the last day of the long weekend holiday and i don't feel like going back to work. can i just opt for early retirement? :/

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im having dilemma whether to apply for another transfer. cause im starting to feel like i should be living with my parents instead. i should start thinking about them instead of being selfish. but then again it's not like i haven't considered them or anything infact ever since i've tranfered to Klang i've been having this sense of guilt bothering me. yes, i've been such a shit for the past few months being depressed and all about living in kl and whatnot but sigh i dont know things changed i guess.

i've been offered by my junior to mutual exchange with her from klang to penang but the thing is working in penang is like commiting suicide since GHpenang is well known to be the most not so work-friendly environment with the office-politics being the shit worst there. and workload.

god.

GHpenang being the top 2 from the malaysia hospitals ranking. HKL would be the first. so you could figure it out already.

sigh.

life, why must it be so hard :(