im in denial phase.
okay, maybe to think about it again i feel that i'm forever in denial phase(?) i tend to deny every fact that i could possibly have. i hate this. i hate reality.
life tends to get more and more complicated. or is it that im making it complicated? i think i'm having my quarter-life crisis or mid-twenties crisis even though i'm not yet in my mid twenties but yeah yeah going there tho so is these consider as life crisis?
and god its going to be 2 0 1 0 in a few more days now, which i don't really looking forward to? simply that i just don't really fancy getting something to an end which involves new numbers, new calenders, everything starts new (sort of) new age as in age older maybe?
god i'm taking these way too deep.
but minus all those psychotic-thinking, i'm taking days-off which it'll be a long weekend this week starting off on 30th ♥ but yeah still i don't really look forward to cause then there'll be no more long weekends, no more festive holiday honey-mooning end-of-the-year-mood w/e you may call if you ever get what im saying here cause i don't think im making any sense and i feel like im wayyy freaking out.
god, help calm me down. i feel anxious, its torturing and i don't like what i feel and its just don't feel right :(
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