dont fly so high now baby

so ive been down..

and now im up up again, i cant stay all depressed forever now do i

AND

am still learning that ive lost the battle and accept reality that have been smacked right at my face and i still do have faith in Him. or better yet to have some magic or miracle or something something to change all these shit.
dear God, wont you help me a little in these? :(

okay now the best part being all gloomy was the fact that you can indulge yourself so much that you wont or could not even feel the slightest bit of guilt at all. hahahahah
and these time around my pure pleasure would be on tons of dvds.

and to my surprise ive been UNCONCIOUSLY picking up anything with Ashton Kutcher in it. kalau satu dua tape la, its lyk omfgdfbhdhf quite a FEW kotttt.

so bila dah balik doing all those marathons and sessions, lyk baru tersedar that ive been watching Ashton, ashton, ashton, and Ashton AGAIN?!




so i couldnt help myself for not falling for this man. help ;A; and oh mostly his movies were some romantic-comedy-ish.

its was a total ashton overloaded with love related that'll make u swoon all over, how could you resist?!

ive never been an ashton fan before, because i thought he's just another overated guy. the only thing that i adore about ashton were his head. his always always with messy scruffy hair ♥ i just love men with scruffy head. and so i was wrong, now i do mad about him, not just his hair. no wonder people were crazy about him back then. okay so aku dah ketinggalan zaman ;_;

and to quote mE,
"kes lama. orang semua dah move on. ko baru nak hype. bagi orang dah kes basi"

omg this cant be true ;_;

and yet another kes of ketinggalan keretapi LAGI orzzzz